Author Archives: Ampbreia

About Ampbreia

I'm an ex-Pentacostal, ex-Muslim, ecclectic Agnostic with slightly Wiccan leanings. I am not affiliated with any organized religion or political platform, but I do believe in magic and all things wise and wonderful. I work as an admin in a calibration lab. I've published 2 books so far this year: Lost in Foreign Passions: Love and betrayal, passion and loss in the heart of an alien land (a memoir of my time as a Muslimah and living in Iran for a year), written under my previous married name, Debra Kamza, and Dream Lover (a paranormal romance, the tale of witch that summons her favorite character out of a Bewitched spin-off and the actor who plays him as well). I'm constantly writing stories and poems, thoughts and dreams, and quite a few opinions - many of which are not popular but oh well. Bite me. I'm interested in art, animals, the paranormal, and people. I love to dance, all sorts, but have been studying belly dance since 2006 and LOVE it! I love anime too and love dressing up and going to conventions. My writing runs the gummut of historical, science fiction, fantasy, romance, and erotica. Beware: I may not be safe reading for work. Just saying....

Do I Need to Be Charted or Converted?

Posted on February 10, 2023 by Ampbreia

An ex-Muslim friend of mine posted a chart that supposed to show what a person’s religion should be based on just s tiny handful of random criteria: It’s meant to be laughed at. It’s just a meme, after all, posted … Continue reading →

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Childhood Then and Now

Posted on July 6, 2022 by Ampbreia

When I was a kid, free range parenting (not to be confused with permissive parenting) was the norm and helicopter parenting was considered bizarre and obsessive. These days, helicopter parenting is the law-required norm and free-range parenting is considered criminally … Continue reading →

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Mr. Tall and Handsome AGAIN

Posted on June 24, 2021 by Ampbreia

I’ve spent the day trying to dismiss last night’s dream being more interested in restoring my previous blogs from Xanga in order to find stories, poems, essays, and dreams I have recorded there after a crash wiped my computer of … Continue reading →

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Honey Roast and Mango Chicken

Posted on March 28, 2021 by Ampbreia

Yesterday, after grocery shopping, Jeb pointed out two 6-packs of boneless, skinless chicken thighs leftover from our last expedition. “These have to be cooked tonight. They’re on their use by date. Make one of them honey baked and I’ll use … Continue reading →

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The Spiritual Evolution of a Soul in an Earth Body 2

Posted on March 23, 2021 by Ampbreia

I should back up a bit…. While I was asking questions in Sunday School, there really was no malicious intent. If it would please the grownups, then I really wanted to at least try to believe what they were pressing … Continue reading →

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Spiritual Evolution in an Earth Body 1

Posted on March 22, 2021 by Ampbreia

First born and maybe 2 or 3 years after, you can still see some of the other side with an intensity equal to things on this side. Some people can even recall their previous lives at that point. As for … Continue reading →

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Hurt People Hurt People…

Posted on February 8, 2019 by Ampbreia

…And forgiveness or fortitude can break the cycle. Maybe just love without conditions. That’s the biggest message coming through the latest two television series’ we’ve been marathoning through: Supernatural and Once Upon A Time. The former was the pick of … Continue reading →

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ONE

Posted on October 20, 2016 by Ampbreia

There was a shadow, blotting out the sun, a flash of light, a rumble… I’m blind in a place of white light, trembles going all through me and around. I feel the vibration of my every molecule. I’m broken into … Continue reading →

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Into the Forest

Posted on October 18, 2016 by Ampbreia

When I was a kid, there was a forest right beside our house. This was in the middle of suburbia, mind you, but they hadn’t gotten around to building there yet, so lots of big beautiful trees still made magic … Continue reading →

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You Say That I’m a Witch Like It’s a Bad Thing

Posted on September 25, 2016 by Ampbreia

Some people freak when they hear me identify as a witch and I’m pretty sure it’s just because they don’t understand what I mean by that.  Also, they’ve received extensive religious programming on the topic and so really can’t help themselves. … Continue reading →

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